Saturday, 11 July 2009.

Whoot. Chem homework time. Sean owes me answers, but somehow I have very little faith in a person who can only do better than me in Math and Chinese. >>


I still haven't forgotten the time he copied my work and got ten marks less than I did. Idiot.

Going to the Cosfest tomorrow after all, but a lot of solar car work to get done before that. ^^;;;;
And I can't cosplay anyone after all, like I said.

AND I NEED TO BUY CHOCOBANANA POCKY FOR AWA.
Don't worry. I'm sure it'll be very nice.

Also, Awa, why so hung up on religion all of a sudden? Of all the things to emo about....
If you don't want to be religious, you don't have to. It's a personal thing. You also don't need to emo because everyone else is religious. You aren't missing much, let me assure you.

I was an atheist myself in P5. Then Onion-san's ex-classmate Sean converted me when we were in Indonesia for a competition, because there was this show that wouldn't start on time and we were bored. He argued with me for two hours straight on the existence of God and the meaning of the universe, and in the end I still thought he was being stupid, but I decided that if religion was important enough to make anybody argue with me for two hours, it was worth a second shot.

But heck, if you don't think so, that's as good a choice as any. There's certainly a lot less hypocrisy in atheism.


And there's something important that I was told yesterday.
That I would have grown up anyway.
It sounds stupid, right?
But I've been spending a long time feeling emo, because I'm hardly the exact same person as I was before I was injured. I'm less hyper, less dynamic, less of a random idiot...more emo, too...
It's easy to blame all that on some dumbass waving a pole around, right?
But I would have grown up anyway.
Did I really think that if I hadn't been injured, I would have grown up to be a 30-year-old nutcase wearing Harry Potter clothes and raving about the conspiracy theories behind bak kua?
No matter if I'd never been injured in my life, I'd have changed. I'd have grown up. I have grown up.
I haven't really lost anything.

Thanks for helping me realise that, Yoru-senpai. ^^



Although I still believe that Stall 3 was planning to take over the world with bak kua. xDDD

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