Thursday, 20 August 2009.

Chinese test coming up, and somehow I just know I'm going to get utterly pwned.

Just like always.

Let's hope I pass.

...don't even know what the point is of going to school anymore. I feel like the walking dead most of the time anyway. I learn some stuff, sure, but it's like 90% of the time I'm just sitting there with words washing over me like I'm some piece of jetsam out on a beach. I mean, what the heck?! I don't even know what's going on anymore, and the only common theme is 'I want to sleep.' The obvious answer would be that I'm sleep-deprived, but I'm sleeping at 10:30 or 11...that's not late at all.....Maybe I'm overtired anyway, or I have allergies, or something, but why the hell does daily life have to be so damn painful?

And I'm not even going into the uniquely screwed break patterns our school timetables form. ^^;;;;;;

But Awa's right, I do manage to have fun. So why am I emoing anyway? ^^

So anyway, I've been planning to write a novel or at the very least some kind of long long story. So I got started yesterday night, but I seriously don't have the time to write another four pages tonight, because as soon as this blog post is done it's mugging mugging muggggggging. DDDX

Vivi's enjoyed herself lately, though, because there's a new Touhou game out.

Some people have all the luck.

As for what happened today, it would be nice to go into detail and all that about it, except there's nothing to go into detail about. Math I was clueless and basically in an 'I-am-drawing-because-I-missed-what-you-said-just-now-and-now-have-no-idea-what's-going-on' mode. English the teacher was ridiculously impressed by the trashy purple prose a lot of us churned out. Chem make-up I did the experiment once, did it again, realised I'd screwed up the second time round, tried again, got just-nice results I didn't have to doctor and rushed out. Japanese I daydreamed shamefully, but somehow even though there were barely any classes today, just existence was enough to put my brain on screensaver by 4.

I was late by half an hour to Japanese because my mental clock screwed up. I think my attitude/participation grade is sliding. Do you think they can award negative marks?

And oh right, I forgot Literature. It wasn't too bad. I need to remember to write a journal thing for the grade, but that should be almost fun. I'll make it sound all cheem and all, so it should go over well.

So yeah. Stuff in my life is just fine, but life overall sucks.

*emoes*

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