Monday, 11 January 2010.

You know how it is when you read something and your life gets pulled out from under you and you're falling like the drop on a roller coaster?

..I'm not sure if I do.

I don't usually post twice in a day, as the people who nag me to post can tell you, but i just felt like...rambling?

As in, I'm confused, it's entirely irrelevant to anything important, and it makes no difference in the long run, not to mention I'll probably land in the same place for the infinite time, plus there might be so many i-told-you-sos and this-is-good-keep-it-ups which are even worse when I know it shouldn't be a good thing...
wait, what?
I'm confused.

What difference does it make anyway? One, two, three, five, ten, zero-out-of-seven...
=D

I like writing obscure things!!!

I'm just worried that something I'd taken some time to accept seems to be in...remission? Is that the right word?
Perhaps I'm overreacting?
I've thought these things before.
If you know what I'm talking about, don't say anything.
Life is just a quest to find the self or something anyway, isn't it?
I just haven't figured out which parts to hold onto.
And if I shouldn't.
I probably shouldn't.
It just feels weird.
It's just chance, I think, now that I've had time not to panic.
Why panic if it's a good thing?
That's a question for some other time.
My head hurts.

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Shuffling is a headache.



How long until I land where I started?

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