Saturday, 23 January 2010.







Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

It never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool









I am still recovering.



D=






Went to see the doctor today.



Now I have a 2-week MC that I don't necessarily have to use all of.



The jury's still out on when I can go back to school.






Also I'm having dizziness attacks and all that crap.



At any rate this is not a medical journal or a place to complain.



At least hopefully not.






So allow me to write about...staying at home.



I've moved into my mother's bedroom so I don't have to climb the extra flight of stairs.



According to the doctor my inner ear disorder has been aggravated by the blow to the head.






(thanks a lot, Claire. D=)






So now I'm sitting on a bed typing on my computer and eating chocolate that someone brought back for me.



On a brighter note, it is very good chocolate.



White with strawberries.






I've been drawing a lot.



Can't go to school, can't leave the house unless it's to see a doctor, can't even walk around much...D=



What else is there to do?






So yeah.



The second one is not meant to look wrong.
(I signed it with my Chinese name because someone said it looked pretty. Now I think it looks stupid.)
But Christabella and Awa think it looks les.
I was just trying to draw people in more poses!!
DX
I feel almost manic-depressive.
Must be the sugar.

{ 9:58 pm }

narcissism.

edith.
27 July
SAS

materialist.

iPod
new schoolbag
books
laptop
watercolours

noise.

nonsense.

Vivian
Ji Hyun
Yoru-senpai (aka Jacen)
Nikki
Kesh
Rachelly
Yu Han
Onion-san
Isaac
Kuo Xuan
Cyrus
Shasha
Awa
M10309
Ruth
Russell
Joey

memories.

May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011

thanks.

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