Monday, 8 March 2010.

lalalala

I feel so emo.

I know, I know, I always am when I post.

But right now it feels like the world has just been winding along on its merry way
and leaving me stranded on a cliff somewhere.

SPF relays are over.
all the tests and homework and crap I didn't do as well as I could have are over.
Even the paramore concert is over before I even knew it existed.

Because I am tremendously out of touch with reality.
I wish there weren't relays and napfa and crap that creeps up on one
just putting pressure on us all
until I start to suffocate and hyperventilate and blah.
No, not really.
I hope?
=)
mental pressure regarding athletics brings me physical discomfort.
maybe track is not the cca for me.
not if xing jing can pwn my 400m timing.
but meh, it's fun, and the people are awesome, and I'm not going anywhere; I just need to get back to it.
Yay me.

{ 10:21 pm }