Saturday, 1 May 2010.

Today I went to watch a play
after not being able to make up my mind about going.
also I accidentally freeloaded two cookies off Yoru-senpai.
(sorry!)

And there is a veritable shopping list of things I want to say to different people.

You. The apology isn't necessary at all. But thanks anyway.

And you. You treat me just like another stranger.

I smile at you too much.

You, you don't trust me as much as I wish you did.

You're awesome, one of the most awesome people I know.

And you're the only awesomer one I can think of.

I don't deserve half of what you credit me with

You're screwed-up, but I love you anyway. Uh, platonically.

You could be a really awesome friend.

You I don't really want to see.

You I can't quite fathom, but you're nice, really nice.

When I talk to you, I still smile stupidly.

I've never talked to you.

Or you, almost, but I keep smiling at you like it makes a difference.

You remind me of myself on some level.

I want so badly to hate you right now, but you're too nice.

You I'm not sure I care that much about.

I care more about you when I don't talk to you than when I do.

You I don't have anything to say to.

and to the rare random person who happens to come to this blog whom I haven't already addressed something to, well, *hugs*

=)

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