Saturday, 29 May 2010.

people.

gah.

ignorant, self-centered, annoying, belligerent, self-important, et cetera et cetera ad nauseam.

but their friend has had the presence of mind to put on an old British comedy routine, so everything is mostly okay.

(annoying people. i'd have stopped talking to them years ago.)

i'm not just here to rant though

i think?

i have enough places to be annoyed in the real world

without delving into cyberspace

(i like greensleeves!)

and now a fight is breaking out and for once it doesn't even involve me, because i'm just sitting here blurry and dazed and two steps behind the rest of reality

why are so many evenings the same. =_____=

but tonight there are people around I don't like

much better when it's quiet, or with other people

(et tu, ri-chan?)

(I gave the friend too much credit. the comedy was on by accident.)

and i know i'm not that comprehensible, but blah, and if i was talking to you on msn and dc-ed, you can blame these horrible horrible people for sabo-ing my internet, but if i'm not making sense it's because right now nothing is making sense.

why should it?

i want to go to hong kong

everything will feel wonderfully vacation-like

even if I do have to sleep on the sofa.

(and in summer there's no christmas tree)

but the people are all the same people

gah

and i'm on edge, because the battle of the music is back, and such annoying people, and the walls of my soap-bubble are caving in dangerously, not that I'd know how

i don't believe?

i don't want to believe, i want to dig a hole

and i want to explode all this crap in a shower of fiery fiery fireworks

(white and orange and purple!)

i don't want any of this.

i don't want any of this at all.

{ 11:15 pm }