my eyesight is a bit grainy, too. the lighting here is not optimal.

and I am either being an idiot or a non-idiot, depending on how you look at it. given that there isn't even a one way of looking at it.

still can't find Wicked.

sad.

I found a way to bypass my computer's starhub safesurf.

I've been spending the evening reading Wicked fanfiction.

I suppose it's my new fandom.

although it would be better if I could actually find the damn book.

and I debase myself for nothing; I bet you like watching me crawl.

we certainly like to tie ourselves in knots in our search for the poetic.

(or is it the beautiful?)

at any rate, some things are universal.

dear me, I've gone from numb emo to emoting emo in the span of a blogpost.

I blame Yoru-senpai.

I miss people.

Individual people, sure, but most of all just people in general.

I feel disconnected.

sadded.

narcissism.

edith.
27 July
SAS

materialist.

iPod
new schoolbag
books
laptop
watercolours

noise.

nonsense.

Vivian
Ji Hyun
Yoru-senpai (aka Jacen)
Nikki
Kesh
Rachelly
Yu Han
Onion-san
Isaac
Kuo Xuan
Cyrus
Shasha
Awa
M10309
Ruth
Russell
Joey

memories.

May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011

thanks.

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