Monday, 22 November 2010.
today this is a post about awesome people
by which i mean people alongside whom i live a parallel life
but who turn out to be more distant than i thought
who also happen to be awesome.
actually really just one person.
what happened?
;___________;
you the always-relied-upon-to-be-worse-than-me are the transcendental one.
you transcend.
i am still way back here where i started.
you are hovering above my head in a cloud of general awesomeness
and i as usual am stuck in the mud down here.
so i am trying to convince you to join me with all the usual and obnoxious and mud-person-y-ness
because i am just so terrified
that it has been so long and our friendship- which has always been based on me running around being a self-absorbed idiot getting other people to do things-
has faded.
picnic club, thursday.
tell me we're not on diverging traintracks like i think we are
because i am still living in the past.
i realised that because i've been not-watching the 7th harry potter movie in case we were going to do a big thing about it.
and we're obviously not, because i never brought it up and everyone is busy and of course people have seen it because it's been out almost a week and i just hope christabella hasn't watched it already too.
somehow i am still all bogged down in my eleven-year-old muddiness watching you fly.
so this is a post dedicated to you because i have not talked to you properly in so rubbishly long and i'm worried i may never get the chance again.
and asking you to come to the picnic because i miss us being friends properly.
and apologising for all my fail horribleness and all my eleven-year-old running around convincing myself i was better than you when you have been so much more awesome all along.
{ 7:49 pm }
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