and I need to stop inching away from people and life and awkwardness because that is how friendships are killed.

all my summer reading is done and i've done so much thinking forwards-backwards-inside-out about That Which Is Us that i wind up dizzy and back at the start with no conclusion.

i wrote a long pretty passage about the stinging allergen that is reality and then killed it because it made no sense and cut too close.

and meanwhile in all my hypocrisy i sit and worry, because other people have rivers of hatred that run longer and cut deeper and closer to the bone in all directions, and as a friend i don't know where my job is, and certainly not where it isn't. pleasestayokay, and please please please if you still read this blog I may be a bumbling fool who occasionally confuses right with left and whose foot is far too acquainted with her mouth (figuratively speaking, as i feel obligated to point out after witnessing some of Katie's acrobatics), but i'm always going to be here for you.

narcissism.

edith.
27 July
SAS

materialist.

iPod
new schoolbag
books
laptop
watercolours

noise.

nonsense.

Vivian
Ji Hyun
Yoru-senpai (aka Jacen)
Nikki
Kesh
Rachelly
Yu Han
Onion-san
Isaac
Kuo Xuan
Cyrus
Shasha
Awa
M10309
Ruth
Russell
Joey

memories.

May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 August 2011

thanks.

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